This collection of works was recorded on the weekend of November 5th, 2022 as a series of live, hardware-only reflections. Tapes available at the Cleaner Tapes' Limited Run page

Cover photo and model: High Femme Low Life

The first piece, “To Commence the Aspersion of Our Waters Of Lust Upon the White Sepulchre,” was recorded less than an hour after I had fucked someone in a cemetery. Specifically; I had pressed him against a large, white granite tombstone beneath the nearly-full moon and aggressively fucked him while our fluids dripped down from his skirt and my dress, spreading themselves across the stone.

The second piece, “Kytonic Meditations,” serves as reflection on the beauty of sadomasochism and the serenity that comes with and from bestowing pain upon an eager submissive. It is stark; one can create a tabula rasa in the mind and body of one who earns their pain in which they may revel in convulsions of emotional stillness. To bring this healing to those who earn the privilege of submitting to me is humbling, not only to be afforded the dualistic control of guiding their emotions through torture of their body, but in the sensations of unquestioned power that come with it.

Profane blessings and heartfelt thanks to Evergreen and Kelsey for your ears and your confidence, to Alyx and Bariann for your encouragement and support, and to those who honor me with their submission.

released December 19, 2022