this was almost my last album

released June 1, 2020

"suicidal"

performed by ophelia drowning, aka sarah allen reed

all instruments tracked and/or played by sarah allen reed. all vocal tracks by sarah allen reed. no pitch-shifting or other such effects were applied on any of sarah's vocal tracks--what you hear is unmodified save compression and reverb added during the mastering process.

tracks two and four contain recordings of interviews with charles bukowski. i'mma be honest here, i don't like bukowski. i just couldn't find any interviews of wally wood talking about death, hemmingway's an asshole, and I can't stand hunter s. thompson.

dedicated to jenn taiga, an amazing woman, a wonderful friend, a caring sister, and half the reason i'm still here after the past couple months.

special thanks to my service dog polyhymnia, tapekvlt, radio dark tunnel, datafruits, akashic envoy records, northeast dungeon siege, equine, and everyone who tunes into my shows every week, reads my books, buys these records, and generally puts up with my depressive, borderline nihilistic nonsense

special no thanks to the cops

"nah" - vaelastrasz